My Sundays were always different than JM's. Where he had fun, I hated them. Sunday was the last day of the weekend. In other words the day I HAD to do my homework. Sundays also meant another five days of school straight, and I hated school, so that put a blanket of anxiety on my Sundays.
Today was a great sunday though, lately I have been kinda down for no reason besides the fact that I just was. But today was different. I went to the early service and learned about God's heart for the poor, and then I got to help with the middle schoolers the second service. AND I got to play flag football (and for those of you who have seen my sports ability, you guessed right, I am not so great) but it was so fun just running around on an absolutely BEAUTIFUL Sunday here in SC. I was just blessed by a church that takes me in and lets me help and have fun while helping.
So today on my way home from church I was thinking about the different ways me and my brother viewed our Sabbath day. I think he spent his well, whereas I used to spend mine being dumb and dreading the week.
Being at CIU means that I have to take Sunday as a Sabbath day. I don't exactly know what Sabbath means, however, I do know that I'm not allowed to do homework and I am supposed to rest. In the past I have viewed this Standard as a blessing or as a curse depending on how much homework I have to do. But lately it has been a blessing and a challenge. A blessing in the fact that I have a day to do the things I put off during the week. Such as clean my room (eek), read a book for fun, hammock, take a nap, watch a movie, or think and journal and read my Bible and really just talk to God. How sad is it that I let my schooling, at a Bible school mind you, get in the way of my relationship with God. Dang.
So I sit in my currently not so neat room, trying not to worry about tomorrows workload, or the next few weeks workload, but find joy and peace in the Lord. I also decided to start this blog. I am not a writer, and clearly Im not very good at verbalizing my thoughts coherently. But anyways enjoy your Sunday. Psalm 118:24
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Hey Corrie! Hooray, I'm so glad that you're blogging! Miss you and love you! Glad you spent your Sunday resting in the joy and peace of the Lord!
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